It hasn’t been easy lately so when I dreamt of you last night I knew that there was a deeper meaning to it.
It all seemed so real.
Your voice, touch , and smell.
When I woke up my face was smeared with tears and it took me awhile to remember what had transpired. It was only when I stepped outside and looked at the calendar that I realized that the anniversary of your departure was the next day.
At times the loneliness is like a vice on my heart and the anxiety and depression cripples me.
My genetics are made up of strong women who defy the odds and push past their brink. Goddesses hardened by time and knowledge.
And you are at the center, you are the storm and the stars that guides us all.
We miss you grandma. I miss you.